graceannsmith
- Originally from: Fayetteville, Berryville, Eureka Springs
- Currently residing in: graceannistan,
- I've been on arkansasrockers since June 17, 2002
- Last updated on May 7, 2008 at 2:43AM my local time (3:43AM server time.)
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I think that I`m a reliophobe. It`s got to be from my early years in Berryville. It seems that everytime I accompanied a friend to the church I ended up doing something horribley wrong. I remember being asked to the name the disciples, before I could even begin to do that I had to ask what disciples were. I was met with pale faces and nervous smiles. I would always accidently hurt the girls who were my age, I was stronger than they were and what I thought was light rough housing was nothing short of Lord of the Flies to their parents. I was never made to hang out in the company of delicate church going girls. It immediatley makes me feel hulky and oafish. Anyway some Jehovah`s witnesses come here every Wednsday to study the bible with my boyfriend`s little sister. I usually hide and read or go to the swimming pool. Today I was called down to chat for a while and it was the strangest feeling. It was like a real honest to god hot flash. I got all nervous and sweaty. Why can`t I change?